In a new interview with New Zealand’s Stuff, longtime AC/DC drummer Phil Rudd addressed the fact that he laid down the drum tracks on the band’s latest album, 2020’s “Power Up”, but is not part of the accompanying tour.

“There was a time when I thought it was the end of my world,” he told Stuff. “I only knew life with AC/DC. Those people I thought loved me like a brother, they haven’t even picked up the phone.”

Referencing AC/DC‘s late frontman Bon Scott, who died in 1980 from alcohol poisoning, Rudd added: “But to me AC/DC was always Bon. My favorite album is ‘Highway To Hell’. My favorite song — his song ‘Touch Too Much’.”

“When Bon died, even in AC/DC I felt alone,” Phil explained. “But I was never alone. The people who like the music, it always humbles me, but makes me happy too.

“People always ask me if I will play with AC/DC again,” he continued. “The only people I would do it for would be the fans. And for Bon. I would do it for Bon.”