Gaerea – Interview met Alpha (vocals, guitars)
Alpha: “There is so much that we did for the first time, that it feels very liberating and very refreshing…”
Gaerea volgen we al sinds het prille begin zo’n tien jaar geleden. Het is een band die met elk van de vijf albums blijft verrassen, zeker nu dit vijfde studioalbum ‘Loss’ op velerlei vlakken nieuwe experimenten vertoont en deze bijzonder geslaagd zijn. Het was dan ook een erg interessant gesprek met zanger/gitarist Alpha die vrijuit spreekt over elke stap in de ontwikkeling van de band en hoe ‘Loss’ tot stand kwam. Het was de periode dat Portugal geteisterd werd door een grote storm, maar gelukkig was het in de streek waar Gaerea vandaan komt niet zo erg.
Vera Matthijssens Ι 16 maart 2026
You have a good cadenza, because every two years a new album has been released up to now. What can you tell about the writing and the making of the new album called ‘Loss’?
For sure it is an album that is more in touch with our emotions. It is a record where we did not bother too much if it should suit in a genre or within a box, so you hear a lot of different genres in what we are doing. The black metal is still there, but also –core elements, metalcore, dark pop. We just did whatever we felt like and so it is the most liberating album we ever did. We experimented a lot, not just with different instruments, but with song structures. It was the first time that we used way more female vocals, not just in the background or second vocals or layers, but also a song with just female vocals. There is so much that we did for the first time, that it feels very liberating and very refreshing. It might be a little bit a clash with some old school fans from what we did in the beginning, but well, it is evolution and I don’t think we should do the same things forever. We tend to change a lot on our sound, we evolve in our sound in my opinion, every two year as you said. And yeah it feels like after ten years, we evolved enough for me in order to not being bored with what we do.
One of the features I’d like to go deeper into is that you have evolved a lot as a singer. Much more clean vocals and sensitive vocals, just like in the music. What can you tell about this development, because there is a big difference between growls only and clean chants or even whispers…
First and foremost it is about not feeling ashamed with how your voice sounds like. I used to be very aware of how my singing voice would sound like and whether I developed it too much or not, because I always thought I could not sing. I think after you can push through that feeling of being ashamed of other people hearing you sing, that is a lot better. I was always being very subconscious about things I thought I was not good at and singing was one of them, so I think after pushing that through not being ashamed of having people next to me, hearing me sing and having a great band that is not there to judge, but mostly to help. It definitely created a safe environment for me to try things and once you push through that first moment, I think the sky is the limit. Then you can experiment and be silly with your voice and make stupid sounds in the studio because you are just trying to achieve something. It is far from being perfect, everything is very new to me and before every show I reinvented my way of warming up. I spend more than half an hour on my warm-ups and of course also all the cares and the boring stuff that vocalists have to do in order to do this for a while. I am starting to do that. I did not used to do that, but well it is a self-discovery kind of thing, this thinking world where you have to be aware of how your body is reacting to what you are doing and be more careful with what you are doing before and after the shows and even in your daily life. I enjoy this new adventure of singing and making different noises with your vocal chords.
Another element that leaps to the eye, especially in the last two tracks of the previous album and now on this album, there are more keyboards. Also a feature that has grown, isn’t it?
Yeah there are a lot of new instruments on this album. In some songs we even have like whale sounds, since we incorporated whales crying in the back in a song. There is organ, there are big orchestral arrangements, there are a lot of different sounds that we spent a lot of time creating and producing, not only at home but also in the studio. It definitely gives this layered feel to the songs.
‘LBRNTH’ is almost ambient…
Yeah, it is dark pop kind of song. Our guitar player does the female vocals. She already sang a bit on ‘Coma’ in the first song, but this album we wanted to use her vocals much more, because she sings really beautiful, it is definitely a big plus and something that I think worked really, really well for ‘Loss’.
The album title is ‘Loss’, but what can you tell about the lyrics? Is it all about losing something?
Or someone. I mean, it is an album about that, about the loss of someone, the loss of innocence, it is an album that deals with a lot of feelings like imposter syndrome, regret… it is a very personal record. For the first time we are writing about ourselves and not ideals and fiction or stuff that we saw in our touring life. It is an album about ourselves, of our traumas, of our shattered dreams and mostly about the sense of something not being there – in a sense of not belonging – you see that in songs like ‘Nomad’, the sense of missing someone in its true sense and songs like ‘Stardust’….
That is one of my favourite ones…
Awesome. There is also an empowering song there, ‘Phoenix’, it is the recent single we just released. It is very catchy. I wouldn’t all it a happy song, but of course, it is an empowering song, something that we never did. It is quite fun to play it, but it does have a deeper meaning. It is a song about the many moments that we had as a band in the past, where everything could have gone to shit and we would not be here right now if not pushing through. Somehow we survived those things and that is where the phoenix idea comes from in the song. There were a lot of moments and a lot of situations and people we worked with and people who were part of everything we did, it just did not work and created big competitions for the band. Well, we are still here. It is our song to help us remind that we are still fighting and stronger than ever.
What is the story behind the changing from Season of Mist to Century Media?
We had a really good run with Season of Mist. We were just a Portuguese local band before we signed with Season of Mist. They believed in us, they worked with us, very well. We had three albums with them: ‘Limbo’, ‘Mirage’ and ‘Coma’ and I think at some point last year, we realized that we could aim higher for different standards. Also our contract with Season of Mist was ending. So we got approached by Century Media, which were super kind with us and super creative. They really triggered the right things in us and we thought it would be a great opportunity to join a big label and try something different. And it has been great. They are super creative, they are super joyful to work with and that is exactly what we need. We need people who love what they do, but also they are creative. They are not office rats from a big company or something. Definitely not. They are really nice people, we visited them very often and so far it has been a great adventure with Century Media.
Let us go back to the track ‘Stardust’, that really stands out as last track. What is it about?
It is about a friend that I lost when I was a teenager. We were best friends and yeah… he passed away. We were like 15 or 16 years old. It really changed me as a person. It was the moment when you realize that you are not a teenager anymore and you are becoming an adult when something like that happens. It is something that I, throughout the years, buried a bit within my mind. I thought I had dealt with it the best way I could, but in recent years I realized how traumatic it was for me and how it shaped me as a person and this is my way of trying to deal with it. It does not cure anything, writing a song about it, but it definitely makes you see the world in a different perspective and talking about it definitely helps and this is my way of approaching it.
Oh I am sorry to touch it. I did not know it was about such a deep thing…
It is fine. I am very open about it. When I wrote it, I did not want to share much about it, but I think with conversations within the band and facing it a bit more in the studio, I think I realized that a lot of people went through stuff like this, losing a close one. Most of us already did and all of us will have that throughout our lives. We don’t last forever. The way that it happened was very traumatic, that of course I keep for myself, but it changed me so much and then I realized that some things you bury, you just don’t want to deal with it and then after a few years it comes back, way harder and way more aggressive. You have to do something about it and this is a way to speak about it. Not fix it, because I don’t think that it will ever be fixed, it is just someone who isn’t there and you’ll miss forever, but it helps a bit.
Since this is quite different music for you as well, did you approach the recordings with someone else than usual or in another studio or whatever?
No, we recorded in the same studio in Portugal where we recorded ‘Coma’, with the same producer, Miguel Tereso from Demigod Recordings. He has been our producer since the beginning, since ‘Unsettling Whispers’. It is a perfect studio and an amazing producer we work with. We can just like move there and live there for a month and basically not get out until this album is done, which is very relaxing to know that we have a place to do that. Of course it is very dense and intense sometimes, because you are just stuck in this place with these people, trying to make it work 24/7, but it definitely is something that I love to do. When I am doing it, I hate it, but in retrospect I think it is the key for what we are going to do from now on and it works really well for us to do something like this. It really tightens up the conversations, the concepts, the recordings. It is a big help to just live in the studio for quite a while and see what happens there.
That even sounds old school…
Indeed, an old school way of doing it, we like that!
How do you look back at 2025? Was it a busy year?
Yes, we had the recording of ‘Loss’ in the beginning, we had our first headlining tour in April, throughout Europe. We had a busy summer and we finished the year with the biggest tour we ever did, with Orbit Culture. A month and a half throughout everywhere in Europe. Yeah it was quite busy in terms of shows and things happening around the recordings, all the things you have to do making a record. Very busy. Almost as busy as this upcoming year…
I see that there are already many festivals booked for 2026…
Indeed, a lot of stuff happening this year and that’s not even half of what we are going to announce for the rest of the year, so it still is going to get more crazy.
The release shows will happen in March and we are blessed in Holland and Belgium!
Indeed, we have two release shows for the album. We are going to play the whole album in full and then we are going to have a short break with an activity that we are still going to announce and then we’ll play a classic set when we play some of the best songs that people already know from other records. It is going to be a big evening and things are going super well. Amsterdam is almost sold out, which is crazy to see. I never thought that would be something we could do in Belgium and the Netherlands, so far away from home. Really cool!
On your Facebook you announced a three part series called ‘Metamorphosis’ and the first one is ‘Shaping The Unknown part I’. What can you tell about that entertainment?
For the passed year we have been working with Claudio Marino from Artaxfilm and an old friend of ours. He did our video for ‘Unknown’ for ‘Coma’. He understands us really well and he is an amazing artist. Someone who really respects what we are doing and we do respect him. We became good friends during all these processes and for the last year and a half he has been following us around. He was in the studio with us, we took him here and there to some festivals and to some shows. We were with him in Stockholm quite a few times. He has been documenting who Gaerea is now with this album and how much we changed from the beginning till now. I think it is a reflection, it is a three part series where we, the band, reflect on what has been these ten years, what are we looking towards and how do we see the band right now, how we feel the music… Visually it is beautiful. I think it is a beautiful work of art from Claudio, he really understood who we are and so far the reactions I have seen from people, they love it! We did not announce it, we did not want to make a big tease about it, it is just something for the hardcore fans to see and enjoy and understand a little bit more our motivations behind this record and motivations behind the band right now. It definitely feels good to do something else, different without being just music and music videos and shows. It is cool to also make these kinds of projects where it is not about making money out of it, but it is about giving something extra to the fans.
For the previous album, you have made a lot of videos, one for every song, at least a visualizer. Now we have three video clips so far for the new album. What are the plans on making video clips?
We are still going to release a few things before the album is out. Without going into too much details, we worked with Pavel Trebukhin and Denis Kotegov from TRE FILM, so we flew to Latvia for a few days to record all these videos that you saw already. It was amazing working with them, these are the best videos we ever had. They are super creative, super beautiful, and they are very different from each other. They exactly captured the feelings of the songs. ‘Submerged’, being a song basically under water which was very difficult to do for us, but it was fun. In ‘Hellbound’ we are using a lot of fire of course, it is a very paradoxal and angry song. Fire, a lot of confusing moments, with the door in the desert, the fact that it is performed in the desert with exhausted atmosphere and some visual effects. It was really cool to see it metaphorically, close to the song. Then ‘Phoenix’ I think it is more the visual appeal of the song. Of course you don’t see a phoenix in the video, but it is definitely a video where we wanted to have a visual point with the band playing, empty spaces and something dark and grim. I think if we could find something to show the feelings we had in these harsh or difficult moments in the band, I am very happy with the videos so far and I think they are really top notch for what a band like us can do.
Release show in Brussels (Botanique) – 20/3
Release show in Amsterdam (Melkweg) – 21/3



